Pushed to the Limit!
I mean I`m really exhausted. I really can't do it anymore.
You may think I'm over exaggerating, but I really can't deal with Chelsea Football Club nowadays.
I have put all my time into this club!
This club that I've been supporting for over 10 years!
This club that has made me cry so much.!
This club that can't even beat Corinthians in the final of the Club World Cup!
To be honest that wasn't even the thing that I cared about. I woke up several times throughout the night anticipating the game on Sunday. I woke up-when I could of stayed in bed a little longer- to see a team that had no passion, no heart and no desire to win the game.
If we had lost by playing amazing football and had showed some will to win, I wouldn't have even bothered. But what I saw was disgusting and I actually felt physically sick.
There was some terrible passing, losing the ball every 5 seconds and players like Hazard who are usually fearless, suddenly crawl into their shell and not even attempt to take on the defenders.
To sum it up we were lifeless. And I wouldn't even have been celebrating if Fernando Torres' goal had stood and we had gone on to win the game. Because as football fans know you want to be getting the best out of the players and you want to see them having fun and playing like a team. Not like different fragments of teams suddenly stuck together.
I would love to say I am going to stop watching Chelsea games, but I know I won't. I would love to say I'm no longer a Chelsea supporter, but that's impossible.
So let's just stay positive! Yeah! For those that know me I'm not a moody person, at least we still have a chance of winning 4 trophies!
You never know maybe Rafa the Gaffer is saving us for the big trophies, eh?